I'm back. For now.

I've just been reading through my posts. I'm still on my way...I can't play chess yet, i'm at 20lbs lost and am currently on 'pause', Martin and I have had more rows but we seem to learn something each time and I miss my nan.

In fact we were clearing her house today again - its nearly empty now. A shell with only memories bouncing off the newly painted walls. She would have been horrified at what we threw away and probably surprised at what we kept.

I'm working at the coffee shop now 'Open Doors' in Dee Park. I love it and its scary all at once. Its all part of my journey though - I'm certain of that.

I think I'm created for compassion and to fight for justice. Maybe we all are. However I'm thinking I might have to sacrifice to reach the next stage of glory. That's OK though, once I'm sure that is the question, I know the answer will be yes.