Well I'm really just checking if i can update my blog from my phone. Its taking a while but it looks like I can.
I'm feeling a bit sad this evening. I went to visit my Nan today for the first time in two weeks (because I've been ill rather than mean) and I didn't recognise her. Not just appearances but it was like she was just a shell - vaguely my Daisy but not really. Its a hard fact of life, death. I hope that this is the end now, it just feels unfair for her to linger on, but not really to be with us at all. I can remember a few months ago when she pinched Martin's bum! -Today she didn't recognise him.
Lord,
I pass my nan into your care-please take her or bring her back.
Amen
Thursday, 25 March 2010
Monday, 15 March 2010
Glee
Glee: 1. Jubilant delight; joy.
I'm currently enjoying the TV show Glee - its cheesy nonsense. Happy, singing, funny nonsense.
I've decided I need more Glee in my life. The joy of the Lord should be my strength. I don't feel particularly strong, in fact I feel a lot like a delicate flower that needs just the right conditions to thrive. However I've been told I have a lot of strength inside me, which must mean I have the potential for extreme Glee. I see little glimpses from time to time, I feel the burst of joy, delight and strength but then 'poof', in creeps doubt, fear and insecurity alongside a low sense of self and the Glee is pushed aside. Reclaiming my Glee is my current goal.
Another goal is to have a 'spiritual body'. The idea being everything is spiritual and my health and self esteem is included. I have begun a lifestyle change involving eating healthily and so far (week 6) I've lost 14 & 1/2lbs! I feel really different on the inside - it makes me feel stronger somehow.
I have a feeling its linked to my Glee :)
I'm currently enjoying the TV show Glee - its cheesy nonsense. Happy, singing, funny nonsense.
I've decided I need more Glee in my life. The joy of the Lord should be my strength. I don't feel particularly strong, in fact I feel a lot like a delicate flower that needs just the right conditions to thrive. However I've been told I have a lot of strength inside me, which must mean I have the potential for extreme Glee. I see little glimpses from time to time, I feel the burst of joy, delight and strength but then 'poof', in creeps doubt, fear and insecurity alongside a low sense of self and the Glee is pushed aside. Reclaiming my Glee is my current goal.
Another goal is to have a 'spiritual body'. The idea being everything is spiritual and my health and self esteem is included. I have begun a lifestyle change involving eating healthily and so far (week 6) I've lost 14 & 1/2lbs! I feel really different on the inside - it makes me feel stronger somehow.
I have a feeling its linked to my Glee :)
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